DILEMMA

In forgetfulness of being I immerse myself

in the tempestuous waters of life

which expands its triumphant powers

in the veils of deceit: the existence.

To be or to exist; behold the arcane dilemma:

either I am without qualities and attributes,

or I get lost in the kaleidoscope

of thousand mutant forms and colors

when I confuse my being with the thoughts

who flock unceasingly to the mind

displaying the panoplies of worlds

in play and avatars of existence.

But if the din stops in consciousness

everything becomes zero and fades

and now I am, the potential for all;

no longer there are vessels, water only

without color or shape, in purity at the source.

© albertotrocóniz / 13

Text from: "PHILOSOPHICAL NOTEBOOK”

Image: Laurence Olivier in his film Hamlet (1948)

from: "PHOTOPAINTING”

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DILEMA

MEDITATION: THE ONLY ADVENTURE LEFT

When the time comes when you're tired

of the trivialities and nonsense of this world,

nothing will satisfy you: neither things nor people

or circumstances that never give the eternal ...

maybe you will go per thousand roads to find:

rehearsing, testing, and dissatisfied;

this is not ... this is not ..., will be the ascesis

until you arrive to your personal concept:

to the idea that you have of yourself,

that in the end are just thoughts

throughout your live constructing

a fake structure of illusory deceptions.

There is no choice, the ego must be killed;

a painful process, because it does resist

to cast off the long-acquired status 

and to abandon all of its privileges.

And then it comes a dark night for your soul

since it is going to be a very tough test:

is the starving to death of all the stimuli

of the rewards, your own blackmail, your thoughts ...

On the other hand the new is just expectant

but the darkness for now hides the overview

because the sun has not yet in the day breaked

although a light is sensed that awaits.

Meditation is the only consolation:

dwelling in me, going to the deep self

and very attentive to that intuition

of something different still not manifest.

Here is the "road map" for this journey

according to the tips of a great master

(Antonio Blay * who showed me the way

back to the Real returning from my dreams).

Make the silence of the body and mind

watching the breath, and how it does take place

in your body, how enters, then stops

and leaves you again to start over anew.

See who it is behind this force

soft -though unstoppable- that floods

in repeated cycles, but do not pretend

to handle it but only there observe.

Take advantage of phase in which exhales

to release any tension in your muscles

by ordering to the various parts

to leave the stress in which they are maintained.

After you have laid back the body

go furthermore to look at the mind

contemplating every thought arising:

how they come, then vanish afterwards...

Ask yourself who is that this observes;

behind all objects the final Subject is,

all depends on him but never is affected;

that's you, the witness in Silence.

Direct your attention to that force

of breath that you are feeling from behind

in lumbar region, you will see the stream

having an origin an it is in a point;

stay there in quietness for a while;

see life pulsating who keeps holding you

in rhythm of an unstoppable force

impersonal, but yours at the same time ...

and you will see that behind every beach,

in those waves that inundate of energy,

there is the power of fabulous ocean

and is a center embedded in Silence.

I Am, I Am, I Am all Energy

that potentially reaches the infinite

although I can express just only a part:

precisely that that I have exercised.

Turn your attention for a time thereafter

to the chest region, imagine and pretend

that in front of you are people that you love

to which you demonstrate a warm affection ...

You will see a beam pouring from a center

which expands to the front in a fan shape

in pure bliss, in joy and utmost beauty;

is your love focus, and behind ... Silence.

I Am, I Am, I Am Pure Love

in a potential that extends to infinity

although I can only just a part express:

precisely the one already developed.

Now direct your attention to the head

at the plane of the eyes and vision;

imagine that in front you contemplate

a broad and cleared horizon illuminated ...

by bluish light that all encompasses

in panoramic vision widespread

that is pure clarity of understanding

and again, that radiates from one point.

I Am, I Am, I Am the Intelligence

in a potential that reaches the infinite

although a part I can only express:

precisely the one that I have practiced.

I recognize me as the axis connecting

the three foci that I have been examining:

Energy, Love and Intelligence

I feel it here and now and wide awake.

From this notion of being I myself

I am aware of the silence that envelops

and remain attentive void of concepts

in an expectant waiting for the unknown ...

… … …

After meditation, "return into this world"

by forcing a breathe that is somewhat intense

and at the same time moving little by little

fingers, extremities, the shoulders and the neck ...

Do not open your eyes completely yet

but give impetus to cast forward the sight;

realize you are “awakening” your consciousness

from Reality to plunge into this dream

and that there is nothing, nothing absolutely

but the I alone behind the objects ...

... BE THE WITNESS, THE OBSERVATION, SUBJECT.

© albertotrocóniz / 13

Text from: “SELF-REALIZATION”

Image from: "PHOTOFILTERED”

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MEDITACIÓN: ES LA ÚNICA AVENTURA

JOY IS WITHOUT CAUSE

How overflows!, what an overflow in heart

causes this joy unexpectedly coming,

apparently not dependent on anything,

arising from the depths without a motive

as is not associated with things outside;

an attribute of Being in pure essence:

joy and happiness have presently opened

—not knowing reasons— here and now the channel.

Reasons required?; today is like another,

can`t be mentioned anything remarkable

except this joy that has suddenly flooded

and stays —for the time being— untouched.

I do my usual things, the daily errands,

I telephone, variety of commitments,

attend some business, then going to the bank…

and from behind is always the joy flowing.

I will say something about: is our heritage

present throughout, in everything a background;

there in the depths, enclosed in the chest area

an everlasting sun of love is burning.

From there it keeps radiating inexhaustible

its essence as a flower-like aroma

that is sheer life expressing in each being

in both the interior and in the external dealings.

We can access it, but that can be just only

when the mind takes away all the barriers

that as a sluice prevents the flux break freely

shelfishly choosing to force the circumstances;

usually we block ourselves preferring

our fixed ideas in order to construct

our own puppet mask that can occult us

with whom we confuse, allways defending;

and thus the live appears ossified

smelling musty, enchained to the memory,

a slave of past and future on projections 

to compensate for our own shortcomings.

Life becomes wholly and meanigful and sacred

and is lived in an extraordinary manner

if out of the way we take our self-concept

serving only as an instrument, acknowledging.

Allow all doing to the High Intelligence

Maximum Love and Utmost Power;

and be just only the vase containing

the fuel that flows outward slowly

and thus keeps feeding the oil to the flame shining.

© albertotrocóniz / 13

Text from: "SELF-REALIZATION"

Image from: "PHOTOPAINTING”

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LA ALEGRÍA ES SIN CAUSA

MYSTIC BODY VIBRATES IN TUNING FORKS

The world is a continuum that is inhabited

by the so-called living beings and other entities;

all is spirit in tuning forks vibrating

in very different frequencies and tones:

if low, as in the stones and all the mineral,

if average as in the plants and animals,

somewhat higher in the actual human,

higher on top at the angelic spheres ...

Everything aims at building such a harmony

as to be a whole and with a clear sense

that can express the triform appearance

of the divine at the root source of all:

Energy, Love, Intelligence at its summun

-name it Trinity if you favor the term-

all seeks a balance in casual deviations
as the Alpha and Omega is just the same.

If let's say there is a bloody crime,

an attack with victims, innocent,

the embezzlement, the black hole caused

seeks for a suture to put the bleed an end,

summon resources from the rest of the body,

spiritual body -"mystical" is the tradition name-

that reacts -on account of being it pure health-

to those ill parts that can cause a gangrene;

sooner or later they will be neutralized

having to purge for their sin and nonsense

in this or in a thousand lives to take up

(the Law of Karma is the zero-sum end).

Back to the attack in the mentioned example:

will we see the revenge of the dead

-that are not such but alive in another realm

leaving this one incomplete and mutilated-

sooner or later having the main responsible

that must here wash all the blood and stains,

submerged in misery and doomed

their broken lives in tatters crashing as well?.

Society also that taken collectively

to evil shows weakness and cowardice

must suffer the purge and condemnation

with an exponent in the physical world:

in economic and in material business,

in the financial and the energy crisis;

don´t be surprised of misery and decay,

is a mere transcript that such moral reflects.

Everything has meaning: Consciousness;

like in our body prompts feeling a pain

to serve as notice so we can attend

and put a remedy that is accurate there,

likewise the psychic and the mental suffering

warns us of something wrong within,

once seen the cause, admit it, and therefor

begin to mobilize the appropriate means.

And so the circumstances suffered

always point to the ultimate root causes:

some deviation from the order determined

that is the health in bodies and in minds.

(What is that health?; it is said: Leave everything

and enter naked of concepts and of things

into the purity of Being -capital letters-

once overcome the selfish egotism).

It is forever true the old adage

-to gain in more awareness an appeal-

"He who does not learn through discernment

will have to do so through suffering and pain"

(that personally, collectively as well).

© albertotrocóniz / 13

Text from "PHILOSOPHICAL NOTEBOOK"

Image: "Tuning Forks in Logos" (Yamaha)

from "PHOTOFILTERED”

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The Spanish version is:

CUERPO MÍSTICO VIBRANDO EN DIAPASONES

GET OFF THE CAROUSEL AT ONCE

The support of an application,

a football team or to a party, ...

that´s very well, but it is irrelevant;

as nothing matters being in the contingent.

For what is, is being out of time

and space, that are mere delusions;

another order of reality -in fact-

the only reality, the rest utterly false.

For nothing is, although it seems to exist:

mere shadow figures projected on a canvas;

the only real is the light and the screen

and when it´s off the Great Silence remains.

But we are all the time pending on form

on name, ideas, and experiences

of our ego, the idea of being something

changing with modes and all the circumstances.

Already fed up, look at what matters,

we get so tired of the journey for eons

where we like toys do turn and turn around

and round and round on our ego axis.

Let's try get out and just stop from that,

direct the attention maintaining the point

that is behind the known, and observe all

without any rejection or attachment.

there is the Being independent, free

of pain and pleasure, and all the rest of processes

that create worlds, and subsequent destruction;

this is the truth, only this is what matters.

The ego is false: I am not an idea,

I am the unembraceable reality

I am the Self that is revealed in silence;

someone has said: "The High Indifference".

© albertotrocóniz / 12

Text from: "PHILOSOPHICAL FILES"

Image from: "PHOTOGRAPHY"

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MASKS

Afterthought beguiles the person:

bearing our masks we are all doodles

when we identify with them.

Each plays the role to him assigned

and does his task in this world

making possible

God´s show.

It's not wrong being an actor, on the contrary it's fun;

the madness is to take the role for real

(personally and collectively hold).

And which I refer to death is:

abandon everything internally;

the idea of a person is the first.

Thus allowing the great mystery

to fill the available void

being only just mere instruments.

Honing our capabilities

will promote the harmonious sound

for the music SILENCE plays.

© albertotrocóniz / 11

from the "PHILOSOPHICAL FILES”

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